today i got to go back on the forums!
it is one of the most heartwarming feelings ever! im so privileged and blessed to get to take any part of that community!
God, you are so kind to me!
im inspired to read the word, to be in community, to live openly and honestly, that whatever fear or struggle or worry or whatever possible thing can be laid open and bare before the Lord and he will take control of it and use it for his GOOD!
what an inspiration to be in the word!
so full.
heart so freaking full.
this is what heaven feels like. wholeness. fullness.
Sunday, October 12, 2014
Monday, October 6, 2014
venting
I HATE FINANCE!!!!!!!!
talk about one of THE most impersonal subjects.
Yes, there is personal value to each of the categories.
Before you sell me on the 401K and its security for people,
tell me how numbers in the column attributes care for anyone
i don't care about the minuses and pluses
show me the well that was put in
show me the items that were bought
show me the labor that was done
i can apologize to the numbers if i have undervalued their purpose
but look then im creating something personal out of something
meant to be completely impersonal
so how am i supposed to know how many items bought at walmart were food or not?
how many times the food was for me or for a homeless guy? or for some lady from church?
how am i supposed to know if that gas was normal gas or i drove someone somewhere?
how am i supposed to know if the book was a gift or for me...
how can i remember if i bought the sushi meal for the group or if i just splurged that day
need to fix this.
%^@&*()_)(*&^%$#^&*(@)#*&$^&#(*&^()($&#@_)#*$&^&#)$(*&#*@(#*$&#@(*&^
talk about one of THE most impersonal subjects.
Yes, there is personal value to each of the categories.
Before you sell me on the 401K and its security for people,
tell me how numbers in the column attributes care for anyone
i don't care about the minuses and pluses
show me the well that was put in
show me the items that were bought
show me the labor that was done
i can apologize to the numbers if i have undervalued their purpose
but look then im creating something personal out of something
meant to be completely impersonal
so how am i supposed to know how many items bought at walmart were food or not?
how many times the food was for me or for a homeless guy? or for some lady from church?
how am i supposed to know if that gas was normal gas or i drove someone somewhere?
how am i supposed to know if the book was a gift or for me...
how can i remember if i bought the sushi meal for the group or if i just splurged that day
need to fix this.
%^@&*()_)(*&^%$#^&*(@)#*&$^&#(*&^()($&#@_)#*$&^&#)$(*&#*@(#*$&#@(*&^
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